Back again...
All right... back again and no time to lose. Should have a quick post to captue the week I was away and recap of the beginning of the semester. Bit excited... and a bit of the 'ugh.. again'
Later
A simple and complicated college student who is both happy, torn and frustrated with his current state of affairs.
All right... back again and no time to lose. Should have a quick post to captue the week I was away and recap of the beginning of the semester. Bit excited... and a bit of the 'ugh.. again'
Later
Recorded by
Valan
at
6:32 AM
1 Observer(s)
Recorded by
Valan
at
2:43 AM
0
Observer(s)
Recorded by
Valan
at
6:15 AM
0
Observer(s)
Recorded by
Valan
at
8:53 AM
0
Observer(s)
Recorded by
Valan
at
9:31 PM
0
Observer(s)
Recorded by
Valan
at
8:28 PM
0
Observer(s)

So out of all the things I had to do today, my iPod decides to start acting up. Two week vacation and no music can make me lose my breath. So I got a brand new one free of charge. Gotta love extended warranty! Also visited my brother and aunt for the first time in ages. So now... I should be ready.
Recorded by
Valan
at
11:43 PM
0
Observer(s)
Explain how we've had heat waves for three days in a ROW, and now its 49 degrees? Somehow, I'm not sick... not yet.
Moving along... parents decided to take a mini vacation before their vacation. It's nice. They deserve it. They should really do it more often and relax more.
J9's block party is today and Camp is this Sunday. I should really get to crackin' but alas when that inspirational muse clobbers you in the head, you have no choice but to hit the ground running.
My plans are to have a volume completed and ready to print within a year. Mark my blog words.
Gotta catch some sleep... eventhough the drowsiness hasn't really settled in yet
Current Music - Starlight by Muse
Current Mood - nothing...
Recorded by
Valan
at
4:40 AM
0
Observer(s)
So there it is, the new phone. I'm not necessarily sure if I'm happy with it, I mean it has all these features and I love technology but it maybe a bit too thin. Easier to break. Easier to lose. Much cheaper than I thought, but with cost efficiency comes an upgrade. Always a catch.
So one more week left. Hopefully I'll be able to do all that I had to do before I leave. Still waiting for my case from online. Still waiting for my car to be fixed. It's all about the waiting. Well work just started.
So I wait. Hopefully I'll be able to get some reading and writing done. Hopefully. Maybe a dance lesson, but I don't know.
Recorded by
Valan
at
8:01 AM
0
Observer(s)
Justin's fundraiser last Saturday was fantastic. It was a Singles Auction which was hosted by the lovely Michelle. Not all went as planned but then again what doesn't. As promised... pictures!!!
Current Music - Dearly Beloved II by Kaoru Wada
Current Mood - agitated
Recorded by
Valan
at
2:36 AM
0
Observer(s)
Recorded by
Valan
at
7:27 PM
0
Observer(s)
Late night posting here.
Earlier today, I attended the Serpentine Magazine meeting and was elected the webmaster for the Serpentine Blog page that is currently in the works. I'm very excited, this gives me an oppurtunity to put good use to perhaps many hours sitting in front of a computer screen. I met a lot of cool people, some very artistic... and some VERY loud. Some both.
All in all, I must say I look forward to seeing the progress of the magazine working with a a group of very talented people.
With that, I leave you with a parody of a popular quote:
"Have you ever been around the web?"
"Psh... don't you be tellin' me about the web. I'm the web-fu*kin'-master."
"You surf alot?"
"Shyt yeah! Got my technique down and everythin'. I don't be messin' around or nothin'"
".... Would you ever watch porn with a guy?"
".... Fu*k you."
Night.
Recorded by
Valan
at
1:10 AM
0
Observer(s)
People have a funny way of showing that they'll be there for you. People also have a funny way of twisting things when you not there for them. The bottom line is I'm pick of waiting on people. Period. I hate waiting on people. I hate waiting for food. I hate making people wait. I guess I would've never made a good waiter...
Recorded by
Valan
at
8:15 PM
1 Observer(s)
Horoscopes lie people, just thought I'd let you all know that.
Night.
Recorded by
Valan
at
11:35 PM
0
Observer(s)
There are some people in your life who makes you feel as though they are a hinderance. Whether they intentionally mean to do so or not, it would seem as nothing more than an intricate obstacle inter woven in life's seemingly beautiful yet complicated design. Thought i would share that with you today.
Recorded by
Valan
at
7:20 PM
0
Observer(s)
There seems to be an issue as of late with my mobile account with Blogger. Pictures won't post and messages won't reach it's destination. A tech problem or mystery that has to be solved. (Or perhaps my phone just plain sucks ass!)
Moving right along. Trivia was late Sunday night. Lots of food, drinks and ridiculously hard questions that go unsolved until the round's very end. Trivia, trivia... by definition means insignificant or inessential matters; trifles. But see these questions are all that matters. Each question no matter how inane and insignificant they might be must be answered correctly in order to get full points and win respect and the prize money. Trivia, by definition means insignificant but by definition we got slaughtered.
Later
Recorded by
Valan
at
1:38 PM
0
Observer(s)
George Carlin was here tonight. He was old, unrehearsed, and not funny. He read off 3 jokes that he found on the internet, one of which i had heard the night before from my friend Courtney the Cab Driver (see previous post). It would seem that the life of a comic seems to trade off laughs for common sense or leveling with the audience that their lives aren't interesting anymore (i.e. Dave Chappelle's last stand up routine).
All Carlin seemed to really talk about was some sense and sensibility. For example, when a conversation is over. When you hang around for a tad too long and spill way too much information. I suppose I learned this tonight the hard way, then again there is only the hard way as Buffy would say. Tonight I saw many people from my past and it seemed to be a series of humps on an emotional rollercoaster for me. I don't get people and people don't get me and that's fine I guess. The more time passes the less i seem to care. I don't think this can be stopped.
Night.... or morning...
Recorded by
Valan
at
5:02 AM
0
Observer(s)
OMG, I just had the best ride home ever. I got the famous Courtney the Cab Driver! Fuck yeah! For those who don't know, this story dates back a bit. I went to see a late night movie with an acquaintance and soon after, called for car service. Here comes this guy... big, bald, goatee and loud. We got in most unwillingly. We tried to ignore the over-bearing aura of his bad-ass-ness but then the driver spoke.
"What do you guys wanna listen to!? .... and don't say 'whatever' 'cause I don't wanna hear that! So pick one!"
We were both pretty nervous that we might get beaten if we didn't pick a radio station, so we picked Z100 and he puts on KTU, not because he didn't hear us say Z100, but because Z100 sucks Furthermore, what the driver didn't know was that KTU sucks even worse on the night weekends when they 'mix' all the songs up. Frustrated, the driver decided to break the ice (WTF) by telling a joke.
Wanna hear a joke," the angry driver says.
Yes," we reply, afraid of getting eaten.
"What's the difference between the cop car and an elephant?"
"What," we ask nervously.
One's got an asshole in front and an asshole.... wait.... I fucked up!" He fucked up. We are crapping ourselves.
As he's telling the joke, he's driving down these sidestreets and getting severley lost and again, we are afraid we are going to get hacked up into pieces. Telling jokes and driving is hard for the driver. Not able to multitask very well and he couldn't comprehend a simple request we tried to make.
A few weeks later, a friend of mine was telling me a story of a cab driver who got lost because he was telling a joke he kept screwing up. It was the same driver, but I did not know his name. The way the guy behaved, I wouldn't find it the least bit surprising if he had an embarassing name.... like Courtney. Not that there's anything wrong with the name Courtney, but could you imagine a six foot angry gruff man answer to a name like... Courtney. Thus the driver was dubbed Courtney!
Present Day...
I get in the car and I hear a familar voice shout...
"What do you wanna listen to!? .... and don't say 'whatever' 'cause I don't wanna hear that! So pick one!"
I knew it was him!
I picked Z100 cause I honestly forgot he hated that station with all his might. He asked me if I liked the Stones, to which I replied positively, I wish I knew more of their songs though. So this put him at ease. He was a bit hesitant to tell me his name. (LOL, playing with death) but I gave him mine in return. He told another joke.
"Wanna hear a joke?!!?" I don't want to fight this one, I actually want to hear it. "Two boys playing in a schoolyard. One says to the other, you're a cu*t! The boy goes home and asks his dad, what's a cu*t? Dad pulls out an encyclopedia and points below a woman's bellybutton. Dad says, See this... that's a vagina. Everything else surrounding it is a cu*t! Wanna hear another joke?!?! Two Italian brothers are talking to each other. One guy says, my anniversary is today. THe other guy goes, Oh, what did you get her? The man replies, slippers and a dildo. The man asks, why did you get her those two things? The man answers, because if she doesn't like the slippers, she can go fu*k herself."
I can't lie. I laughed. For real. The guy kept screwing up the joke, getting lost again, offering to smoke weed with me (I said no) :P The guy is totally awesome. LOL
Ah home safe! That was great!
Recorded by
Valan
at
1:53 AM
0
Observer(s)
Evening! Just got out of a movie premiere of a movie entitled in the above picture. I got to say, what a beautifully well-crafted cinema piece, which clearly shows the anonymous effort between the talented and the hard working.
What an opportunity it was to work with some of the cast and crew, but to be honest... what a mind fuck of a movie. Being on set and seing a scene shot by on its own was easy to understand but when meshed together... woah. At least I was able to see it for a second time, hoping to view it some more but didn't recieve a copy. I'm sure they have their reasons.
Recorded by
Valan
at
11:58 AM
0
Observer(s)
I'm feeling a lil' bleh. Translation: Lacking motivation to do the essentials. Car was stuck in ice. Car service didn't feel like makin' the dollar. So.... I, in turn, didn't/couldn't want to go to work. But I did. An hour later.
I want to do homework. I'm in front of hundreds of students who slave to it. My mind is elsewhere.
Daily Horoscope for Libra
If you unsuccessfully tried to maintain control over these past weeks, you might try the radical strategy of relaxation and recuperation. Now, as you seek to reestablish your freedom of self-expression, peace of mind may still be eluding you. Don't be overly concerned if everything isn't exactly as you wish. You can still have positive impact on others, but it could take a few more days to see the results you seek.
Thursday, February 15, 2007
They say so much and so little at the same time.
Current Mood - lacking
Recorded by
Valan
at
9:19 AM
2
Observer(s)
Tell me the luck i have when i, the student, have a class that is on the cusp of afternoon and evening time. 'All evening classes canceled.' and i have an afternoon class. Happy V-day everyone, happy violence day!
Current Mood - the item is a volcano
Recorded by
Valan
at
2:57 PM
0
Observer(s)
Damn school!
Current Mood - pissed
Recorded by
Valan
at
8:45 AM
0
Observer(s)
I always wanted to do this....
Press Play!
Recorded by
Valan
at
12:41 AM
0
Observer(s)
Ever been caught in a situation where someone stops you in the middle of everything that you were doing (mid-thought, mid-sentence, mid-bite.... mid-swallow...) and swears that they know you from somewhere... the problem is you've never seen them before... ever...
You try and rack your brain over and over for some sort of recognition, but nothing. Even after they name names from people you knew in your crew, and still.. nothing. I mean, what then? Is that your brain's way of telling you, this person is someone you can do without forever. Or is this person blowing up one meeting into magnificent proportions.
Well this is what happened to me today. The island is small and the school is big. It's possible he does know me, but I haven't the slightest clue. Well, whatever I know him now. I can't forget it. The awkward feeling of not remembering a whole person doesn't match to not remembering a common name. And I'm bad with names.
Additionally, a long time tech at work was feeling down and out last Sunday. I felt bad. This dude is my rock. Always has been the optimistic side of the proverbial "Shyt's Creek." Big guy, big ideas. Perhaps this means it's time to kick potent and inactive plans into overdrive... He gonna get a dose of a mean girl, times 4. (snerk) He talked to his friend who is his rock, but he seems to be down on his luck too. This is contagious. Nothing in my horoscope mentioned this... or did it?
I hate reading into things, but I love to analyze everything. I'm so screwed up...
Current Mood - awake
Recorded by
Valan
at
6:58 PM
0
Observer(s)
It happens all the time...
You feel something wrong inside but you can't figure out what. Then people who you know think they know exactly what's ails you, but they don't. They used to, but now it's different. Now it's making you sick. You've finally done it. You finally have a secret. And no one else knows...
First part of a writing assignment! Oooh, that gives me the chills... no, seriously I got the chills. Dreading this upcoming snowstorm. Looking forward to later this week and the next.
More later.
Recorded by
Valan
at
2:50 AM
1 Observer(s)
Recorded by
Valan
at
3:38 PM
0
Observer(s)
G-G-G-G-Great!!!!!
Recorded by
Valan
at
5:43 PM
0
Observer(s)
and any other person who says anything to "initiate a jerk reactionary talk" is just ridiculous. For all those readers out there, I'm certain you know of a site out there called YouTube, a site that is free for users to sign up and watch and upload videos. Personally, this site was the best but now I think that it's going down the proverbial "tubes", for reasons I don't feel like getting into right now. (cough -Viacom!) Regardless, this site has made people famous such as Lonelygirl15 and made it relatively easy for people to be heard and get their materials out there.
If you are a daily viewer, you are familiar with a guy out there named Renetto. He had a stupid gimmick, where he had a whiny voice that bordered on mental retardation. Recently, he revealed to his viewers that his voice was just a thing and now he's losing viewers because of the things he's said... I'm babbling. Just watch the video...
I could've posted a message like I always do when I see something extremely uneccessary on the internet, but for the very first time I decided to post an actual video message... of sorts. Now watch...
To what avail will this video actually affect viewers,... out the hundred of thousands of viewers that watch everyday.... probably none.
Whatever, I said my piece.
Night!
Recorded by
Valan
at
11:47 PM
0
Observer(s)
Recorded by
Valan
at
7:33 PM
0
Observer(s)
Does anyone know what it's like to be under the covers... dying to go to sleep but can't because you have a dry cough??? Several doses of Tussin, tea and cough drops later... still a dry cough. It's nearly 4 AM and i'm up feeling my chest vibrate to the nasty sounds phlegm makes. Yummy. ...That and my eyes are twitching. What would Joe Pesci do at a time like this? Hmmm...
Recorded by
Valan
at
3:49 AM
0
Observer(s)
Well, not that new but never the less, new enough. New colors, new background image, new music player. Obviously, it needs some re-tweaking, but with due time.
I'm glad the cold hasn't taken my fingers away. Ever since Friday's encounter with the fun kind, I've been whispering to family and co-workers, pissing everyone off one by one with nothing but low voices. :P
Been extremely productive otherwise. This is good.
Still get paid the same. That's bad.
Waiting for m voice to come back, good.
Staying up telling you... bad.
NIGHT!
Current Music - May Day by Spektrum
Current Mood - Accomplished
Recorded by
Valan
at
2:51 AM
1 Observer(s)
Recorded by
Valan
at
11:57 AM
0
Observer(s)
Recorded by
Valan
at
12:10 AM
0
Observer(s)
Recorded by
Valan
at
12:08 AM
0
Observer(s)
Haven't posted. Haven't been sleepig, not well anyways... In my late nights up, I think back.
I miss the 90s... alot
Those were the days...
Recorded by
Valan
at
3:06 PM
0
Observer(s)
Dear blog, it's been over 12 hours since I've gotten sleep. It's abnormal. It's not healthy. I need help.
Recorded by
Valan
at
4:25 PM
0
Observer(s)
Boy, I picked a bad time to wake up, 3 in the AM, lemme tell you no one's around at all. Well at least I'm getting back into the normal swing of sleep. Right on time to screw it up for the new semester. Meep.
The title of this blog is they're dropping cause it's the truth. They're all going away. Things to do. People to see. Busy, busy apparently. I miss the good ol' days when people will tell ya straight out what they want. A simple 'hey' followed by a 'yay' or a 'nay.' Now it's all this, I'm a grownup crap, and 'hey, my life's going great' but 'I'm sorry yours sucks so much.'
Whatever happened to that 'lend a helping hand' phrase? "I'm sorry' What is that?!?! What is 'I'm sorry'? 'Sorry' lost its meaning ages ago. When I hear the word 'sorry,' it has nothing to do with them, it's me. How do I know it's me? Cause it's the same for everyone that I know, all behaving the same way. Now I could cry and wail like some people I know, but that just isn't me. So.. why is everyone 'sorry' for me? It's like I once heard from someone at work, I really couldn't care less -or- I couldn't be bothered. And it's true because if you really were sorry, and you didn't mean to, then you wouldn't do it. But that's the way the world works, I know. I live in it. Life doesn't suck for me, life sucks cause they're in mine. That's all. And this really applies to everyone I went out with. 'Sorry.' Same rules applies. I know what the reason is, they don't have to reassure me that everything is gonna be fine and the right one's out there just for me. Of course it is. Thank goodness it's not them. The reason is me, which apparently is detrimental to some people. This is fine. This can be fixed and I have every intention of fixing it. (If it's broke...)
In other news, just had late night dinner with the cutie (So cute!) and work before that. MMMM, what a day! All over again tomorrow. Joy. Signing off.
P.S. I'm sorry about the above, it was just a rant thing. You know how it is...
Recorded by
Valan
at
3:01 AM
0
Observer(s)
Ugh... From the end of the bed... I bring you a quote.... "ugh... I can't... feel... my parts... ugh" Night peoples...
Recorded by
Valan
at
10:15 PM
0
Observer(s)